I have a little blue
notebook. Within the pages of that little notebook I have detailed my many
training runs throughout the thirteen weeks I took to train for my first race
ever: the Amakusa Half Marathon.
Here’s the thing about
training for that first race. I wasn't part of a team, I wasn’t required to do
it, no one was pushing me to finish. I was on my own. Sure I signed up with
friends and we encouraged each other and ran the race together, but there was
no one there at five in the morning to kick my butt out of bed and go run. It
was just me. Through every mile, on my own. Or was I?
One of the things I began
to realize during training was how aware I was of the world around me during my
runs. That feeling only increased when I ditched my headphones completely two
weeks in. As I reread that little blue notebook I noticed how full it was of
random encounters that I had with people or things I had viewed during my runs.
They brought back beautiful memories of tiny moments in time when my soul was
touched.
“I ran hills around the
castle today with Sam and Karmen. It was hard but really fun! There was a super
moon last night and we caught a beautiful view of the moon over the night
lighting of the castle. Fall is coming! I can feel it in the air!”
“Passed a little girl
eating ice cream while she walked down the street. She called out
“Ohaiyogozaimasu!” to me as I ran by and later I passed three young runners my
age and we cheered each other on.”
“I encountered a foreign
man and his Japanese wife also out running. The man called out ‘Yoshi!’ and
gave me a high five as he ran by and so did his wife! People are awesome.”
“Caught a beautiful
sunrise this morning. Maybe I’ll begin to love morning runs…”
“Ran into the Kyushu
Gakuin rugby team on my 14th kilometer today. They biked around me
and I got several high fives and lots of ‘Caroline-sensei gambate! Fighto!’
Thank God for my KyuGaku boys!”
The thing that often
pulled me through any demanding run was giving my run up to someone. As I ran,
I often chanted a prayer in time with the pounding of my feet. It was a prayer
of gratitude, and a prayer for strength, for myself and others. It established
a far more better beat for me than my music ever did.
One of my first training
runs was in Sapporo when I was on vacation. It was a short run, only 3 miles,
and I didn’t set out to break any records. I was running around a street that
was roughly a mile long and I would have to circle it three times to reach my
goal. Near the end of my first lap I passed an elderly care center. There were
four or five elderly gentlemen on the front stoop watching the world go by as
they enjoyed their morning coffee. I hadn’t decided who I would run for yet for
that day and as I ran past I decided I would run for them. I prayed for them
and wondered at their lives. Who were they? What stories did they have to tell?
I wondered if they thought the same about me, the strange foreign girl running
past their place in a bright pink visor so early in the morning.
After about a lap and a half I noticed that I
was moving pretty fast by my standards. Shortly thereafter I passed the
gentlemen on the step again and I smiled and nodded. I came around on my final
lap and I was so excited. I was moving at just over five minutes per kilometer
(my usual is about six minutes per) and I felt great. The weather was cool with
a bright morning sun, strange for August to a girl from Kumamoto. As I passed
them for a third and final time, I bowed low mid stride and called out a
morning greeting and they cheered and clapped for me. With their cheers in my
ears I picked up speed and fairly flew back to the house where we were staying.
I finished that last kilometer in just under five minutes, and the whole run in 27:09
minutes, my personal best.
I never saw those
gentlemen again. I never found out their stories, never told them how much they
encouraged me that day, never shared a hot cup of coffee while watching the
world go by. Despite this, they became a part of my story, my adventure, and I
thought of them often during my training.
I was reminded of them
once again during the race. The marathon was held on November 16th in Amakusa
City, a small fishing town on the island of Amakusa, just off the coast of
Kumamoto. I went with two girlfriends, Sam and Karmen. Sam and I ran together,
two drops in the bucket of the four thousand other runners that were there that
day.
Karmen, Sam, and I (Note: I am wearing my cute skirt capris that I bought in Tokyo when I first arrived in Japan. It seemed only fitting!) |
We had way too much ENERGY!! |
The starting point... I was standing so far away from this when the gun went off that I couldn't even see it. |
Marathon family! |
These shoes were made for running... |
The residents of Amakusa
were spread thin along the race track, but they cheered with all their might
and kept us fed and watered. They kept a smile on my face and encouraged me to
run with all my strength. I ran that race for my sister Claire, and for Elora
June still in Claire's belly, and for all those middle and back of the packers, my
kind of runners, and it was beautiful.
The surge over the bridge at the beginning. Four thousand strong! |
Nearing the end of the
race, as I crossed the last bridge, with only half a kilometer to go, I
noticed two small children standing with their hands outstretched waiting for
high fives. At that point most were too exhausted to even notice, but I wanted
that high five. I worked my way over to where they stood and gave each of them
a high five and a smile (that may have been more of a grimace). Their mother
thanked me and the children smiled, and those little warm hands and those little
beaming faces so full of excitement gave me more strength than I knew I had and
I picked up my feet and powered through the end.
I came into the stadium
just behind the men’s full marathon winner, and as I was entering the second
place men’s full marathon runner passed me, and the crowd was cheering and
clapping and going crazy for them, but it felt like it was for me. I ran strong
over the finish line and they called out “Caroline Keenan sensei!” over the
loud speakers and it was finished.
There are many times in
this world when we feel alone. But that is a lie. We are never alone, and it is
not a trite saying about God to say so. Of course, He is always there. But it
is when we look into the eyes of our brothers and sisters and see them as
beloved children of God, it is then that we realize that it is not just God at
our side, it is the multitudes of other people, all of us running the same race.
Finished at 2:32, beating my goal by eight minutes! Next year... full marathon? I think so! |